mixture

If Maya Angelou and J. Cole had a baby
that would describe my style,crazy
a mixture
a product of that ghetto life but far from a hood fixture.
lemme paint u a suburban picture.
my daddy came here to get better medicine but honestly death would be the only remedy.
so all alone my mom was left with me.
we had drugs to the right and the church to the left of me
my momma feared the theft of me. not that she would lose me
but that the street life would choose me.
so sometimes she would abuse me.
so she could get her point across.
she would point across
the room and tell me to go sit down somewhere.
while my brothers roamed the streets just trying to get by out there.
the life they chose u had to live not scared
and fear not. a prison cell
death and being sent to hell
knowing that chopping up dope may help you prevail.
i remember that denim jacket you bought me big bruh i wore it till it turned ashey blue. and now I'm asking you
could you fuck wit me a little harder.
make me a little smarter?
and hip to this thang.
this game
called life.
teach me how to not over struggle and stress over my strife.
i know you earned your stripes
but i NEED mines too.
i understand your thinking but i need you to understand my mind too.
i know you and Denise don't get along but thats your mom too.
Tia say I'm just like you
except your times two.
blacker taller stronger and rougher.
I'm just happy to say you my big brother. shout out to Ty
man I don't know why
u always look so angry
maybe u can thank me
for bein the responsible child that you despise
surprise older sibling i was a blessing in disguise
as far as everyone else knew our family was headed for demise
now our name will recited and reprised
and to my brother van
man goddamn
we need you back cause you've got a son @ home
and hes feelin all alone
theres only so much i can do
cause what that boy really needs is you...

Bismarck.
im outta here man.

this is 4 my daddy shout to LAUREN RYMER for assisting in this tatto rough draft
think bout gettin this on my ribs tho...

no need 4 it

no need 4 it. i give you my all and all you do is make me bleed 4 it. out my heart you like a cold shark the way you tear my feelings apart. i shoulda known right from the start you was a heart taker an emotional destroyer. is this too emotional 4 ya? calm your nerves i got the potion 4 ya rough patches in your life i got the lotion 4 ya. its called integrity keep playin wit me bitch ima have yo beggin me for me bitch. just one more chance. one more dance with your father. treat u like my daughter the way i fret after you. i gambled my soul ill never place a bet after you. never be nervous lost all feeling ill never sweat after you. i treat em different all them hoes i met after you.i practice wat i preach out my mouth. so you could say ignorance is what im all about with out a doubt. you make me wanna scream n shout. curl up like a bitch poke my lip out cry n pout.i jus want the best 4 the both of us. i get high enough to smoke 4 the both of us. but im done with numbing the pain. i feel so numb in the rain. cause not only my vision but my future always looks cloudy. how many of you motherfuckers doubt me? on mah kobe shit i want my 4th ring like the audi. representing a culmination automated success. different approach to obstacles i innovated the press. reinvented my defense. a motivation for success. lack manifestation can lead to stress or leave you depressed. ima sick bastard i daydream about your cleavage your chest. not the ereola but your heartbeat. i can feel your heartbeat. and this poem so heartfelt. cause life is fuckn hard to deal with. the hands you play is the cards you deal with. bluffin all the time askn god y'd u deal this. but i kno through these lines you can sense my realness. get a taste of this real shit. kinda strong aint it? cause mah insides are twisted. mama said dont reach after everything that glisten. now listen...can you hear it? is wat happens next so undpredictable that i should fear it?

Devasco wrote this one.
not bismarck lol
enjoy. real heart felt i open up my life to yall throught these lines. read carefully

:-D

t.b.c.