mah wrist

just want u to kno that u r always truely missed
never even fucked or really truly kissed
but we had sump special thats y i keep u on mah wrist
u broke up wit me yeah u left me dimissed
but i never felt dissed
but i kno you had to do wat was right 4 u miss
i had jus wanna ask one thing
was wat he had just a fling
or did u really want me to give u ring
i wanted to spoil u drape u n bling
have a pretty baby or two you kno do the family thing
but you had family problems
and i couldn't solve em
you kno family pain
i witnessed you go through that family pain
i remember wen ur uncle called tears fell down ur face like acid rain
i held u real tight and wiped ur eyes
u looked @ me and you knew i would never tell u lies
you fed me everytime i saw u ..you helped me survive
need you to kno ill always be here to provide
be that that should to lean on and cry
i hope we keep our friendship alive
hope our bond never dies
i hope ill never lose the privelege to look in them pretty eyes

(this 4 u homie) i promised u 1!!!

diecinueve

i told mah mama shed 19 tears
for these 19 years cause you'll never have to cry again
im finally comin into mah own so you'll never try again
i hope i never have to ask god why again
no material gifts
just happy bruh's home after doin a shift
but he wasn't workin
the feds was just jerkin him
i woke up this early mornin
yawnin
yearning
hoping for a not a higher but a new and improved learning
19 years its been and i bet mah brothers heart is still burning
from our fatherly loss
but we older now his death was a fatherly plause
hes got his own and before you kno it so will i...a fatherly cause
for mah anniversary i ask for nothing more than wisdom
cause the past few years have been so dismal
trapped in this rectangluar prism
tryna avoid the system
which leads to a stint prison
but i figure is mah decision
to improve mah way of livin
hopefully find a diff way of givin
mah all to everything i love and cherish
this is mah last chance to share it
mah soul that is
dnt wanna die before mah time i wanna hold that kid
u kno how old that is?
excuses so lame all yall niggas the same
lookn 4 something or someone to blame
i want the whole damn galaxy to align so i can reach mah fame
or stardom
now pardon
the interruption
but this is mah introduction
to maturity
but lucifer is lurin me
im not sure
if i can escape the allure....


happy bday bismarck...u too devasco!!
(yeah i meant to leave yall hangin @ the end) :-p

enjoy!!!

fatality

finish him
thats what they scream
yeah diminish him
kill his dreams
in this mortal combat called life
close your eyes its darker than knight
but death seems so far outta sight
when its really right around the corner
be careful satan will tryn corner ya
in the image of a serpent
sell your soul to him and you'll ever be a servant
but give your soul to me
and you'll always live free
but who am i to seduce you
ill eat your spirit nigga slowly reduce you
and introduce you
to my side of the tracks
where your dreams are always black
your nights always end up bein so wack
you got family members not selling but smoking that 8ball..u kno...crack
where you always wear jeans to interviews cause you cant afford new dress slacks
and if you a female in mah eyesight im jus tryna throw your dress back
speakin of lets address that
discuss the fact that deep down inside i really want you
(no not you) but HER...she wasn't perfect she was the one
and if i was a go getta she woulda carried the heat i mean the charges that came along wit the life AND mah gun
i thought we had the power
how did something so sweet turn so sour
i dnt wanna b them man of the year jus the hour
gimme mah 15 minutes of fame
gimme 30 mins. to blame
everyone else for mah problems
aand gimme 8 years to solve em
cause in the time spans i can have two college degrees
but im still tryna figure out if college is for me
maybe if i could go to college 4 free
but i gotta keep mah head up cause mah nephews is followin me
my stomach is botherin me
nah thats mah heart
i guess from the start
i was meant to feel pain
mah daddy left me @ 6 months mah birthday was sunshine but his death brought rain
sickle cell blood it sure left a stain
cause now im anemic
such a small body frame niggas think im bulemic
you wouldn't believe it
its unbelievable
wat im capable of
mah niggas aint hoodlums they just capable thugs
i do nething for them or mah fam. irreplaceable love

devasco.

devasco's modest life

at this point n time im livign modestly
at this point in my rhymes i just want ya'll to honor me
i strive n struggle to live honestly
and everytime i mutter or mumble i hope all u hear is "honest speak"
and even when i achieve stardom ill just call it a "modest peak"
if u ever question mah intelligence ill feel like u robbin me
i need one 4 mah city cause i always lose and drop the key
strugglin to live responsibly
i asked mah mom for the answer she aint respond to me
guess i gotta decipher mah own situation
then mayb ill b a lil more situated
man this is crazy
i remember when i was little baby
hoo woulda thought that big head boy would turn out to b a little crazy
shoutout to mah nieces
u kno uncle david loves his little nieces :-D
beautiful black gerls in all shades n colors my precious reeses pieces
i try so hard to setup mahself for financial success
so yall youngins aint never gone have financial stress
but i need yall to promise me that youll always do your best
in life and in skool
never 4get that your brain is an unbreakable tool
excuse me if im breakn the rules
but goin 2 college im the one thats makn it cool
im lettin u kno u can keep it g
and obtain college degree
sometimes i even wonder. is college 4 me?
what am i really tryna b
a writer, a poet,or a scholar
or will i always be this hungry soul begging 4 a dollar
begging for an answer worried like a mother smoking jacks like i WANT cancer
hope mah baby gerls never become private dancers
im proud of mah skin color but ima more private panther
key to success i got the private answer
shout to mah niggas wherever yall hat
i kno sometimes i say shit over ur head like a baseball cap
but dnt worry diggsy jus b speakn that passionate shit
dnt wanna see none of mah niggas ashy n shit (no homo)
want all mah cuzzos to live classy as shit!
i know sometimes i get dependent but i aint asking for shit
man i ain't ask 4 this shit!
i never wanted to struggle
never wanted to pick up the drugs and start up a hustle
yeah i took that ass whooping for ya brodey odey but i never wanted to scuffle
but the nigga threatened mah fam so you know a nigga had to show him the muscle
hah what little i have
i know he gets on ur nerves but don't belittle your dad
he just want the best 4 u
and all that screaming n bitching he do its all just a way of testing u
and ima end this one with a real quick prayer
dear god i hope u watch over mah mom this backbreaking work i think its gone slay her
and daddy if u up there ur sons is struggling
sometimes he wonders if u still loving him
and nana we was never close but boy do miss u..
wen u passed away me and big bruh cried a box full of tissues.
but lets get to the point man heres the issue
i need u in mah life big guy i really do miss u.
i need ur guidance and support cause this game called life is helluva sport

gone.
devasco
bismarck
cmon.