devasco's modest life

at this point n time im livign modestly
at this point in my rhymes i just want ya'll to honor me
i strive n struggle to live honestly
and everytime i mutter or mumble i hope all u hear is "honest speak"
and even when i achieve stardom ill just call it a "modest peak"
if u ever question mah intelligence ill feel like u robbin me
i need one 4 mah city cause i always lose and drop the key
strugglin to live responsibly
i asked mah mom for the answer she aint respond to me
guess i gotta decipher mah own situation
then mayb ill b a lil more situated
man this is crazy
i remember when i was little baby
hoo woulda thought that big head boy would turn out to b a little crazy
shoutout to mah nieces
u kno uncle david loves his little nieces :-D
beautiful black gerls in all shades n colors my precious reeses pieces
i try so hard to setup mahself for financial success
so yall youngins aint never gone have financial stress
but i need yall to promise me that youll always do your best
in life and in skool
never 4get that your brain is an unbreakable tool
excuse me if im breakn the rules
but goin 2 college im the one thats makn it cool
im lettin u kno u can keep it g
and obtain college degree
sometimes i even wonder. is college 4 me?
what am i really tryna b
a writer, a poet,or a scholar
or will i always be this hungry soul begging 4 a dollar
begging for an answer worried like a mother smoking jacks like i WANT cancer
hope mah baby gerls never become private dancers
im proud of mah skin color but ima more private panther
key to success i got the private answer
shout to mah niggas wherever yall hat
i kno sometimes i say shit over ur head like a baseball cap
but dnt worry diggsy jus b speakn that passionate shit
dnt wanna see none of mah niggas ashy n shit (no homo)
want all mah cuzzos to live classy as shit!
i know sometimes i get dependent but i aint asking for shit
man i ain't ask 4 this shit!
i never wanted to struggle
never wanted to pick up the drugs and start up a hustle
yeah i took that ass whooping for ya brodey odey but i never wanted to scuffle
but the nigga threatened mah fam so you know a nigga had to show him the muscle
hah what little i have
i know he gets on ur nerves but don't belittle your dad
he just want the best 4 u
and all that screaming n bitching he do its all just a way of testing u
and ima end this one with a real quick prayer
dear god i hope u watch over mah mom this backbreaking work i think its gone slay her
and daddy if u up there ur sons is struggling
sometimes he wonders if u still loving him
and nana we was never close but boy do miss u..
wen u passed away me and big bruh cried a box full of tissues.
but lets get to the point man heres the issue
i need u in mah life big guy i really do miss u.
i need ur guidance and support cause this game called life is helluva sport

gone.
devasco
bismarck
cmon.