diecinueve

i told mah mama shed 19 tears
for these 19 years cause you'll never have to cry again
im finally comin into mah own so you'll never try again
i hope i never have to ask god why again
no material gifts
just happy bruh's home after doin a shift
but he wasn't workin
the feds was just jerkin him
i woke up this early mornin
yawnin
yearning
hoping for a not a higher but a new and improved learning
19 years its been and i bet mah brothers heart is still burning
from our fatherly loss
but we older now his death was a fatherly plause
hes got his own and before you kno it so will i...a fatherly cause
for mah anniversary i ask for nothing more than wisdom
cause the past few years have been so dismal
trapped in this rectangluar prism
tryna avoid the system
which leads to a stint prison
but i figure is mah decision
to improve mah way of livin
hopefully find a diff way of givin
mah all to everything i love and cherish
this is mah last chance to share it
mah soul that is
dnt wanna die before mah time i wanna hold that kid
u kno how old that is?
excuses so lame all yall niggas the same
lookn 4 something or someone to blame
i want the whole damn galaxy to align so i can reach mah fame
or stardom
now pardon
the interruption
but this is mah introduction
to maturity
but lucifer is lurin me
im not sure
if i can escape the allure....


happy bday bismarck...u too devasco!!
(yeah i meant to leave yall hangin @ the end) :-p

enjoy!!!