life will confuse u at times...

life will confuse u at times...
what man?

Sunday, April 4, 2010

blunt ride

in my mans whip just got done puffin a blunt..hol up lemme gather my thoughts ima tryn be blunt. 5 older siblings in my family i'm the runt. never been the type to walk around wit my chest out tryna stunt n front. ill always love my mama even though she thinks ima b the next obama.i jus wanna be the next to graduate from college. u know? right behind her. take another pull off the L forgot i got clas in the morning..hope i dont fail. my mind races constantly but my thoughts always prevail. my ambition will never fail or fall off. exhale the smoke tell my man a funny joke.. ey u heard the story of the young black male. statistics have him set up to fail. inprobable odds hes feel like jonas trapped in a whale. but he keeps a steady course.. puts his nose in the books doesn't depend on sports. doesn't surround himself wit crooks or choke on newports. now hes the one in the mousehole** living in his single parent household think hes got it good in his single family town home. but they're the only blacks on the block and whole town knows. in out of his room he keeps white black n brown hoes. enemies amidst black white n brown foes. the blunt is down to a roach his as his driveway he approaches came a long way from eating cereal and killing roaches. whats next he wonders tryna make his way through life's blunder stormy thoughts in his head as his cerebellum thunders. flicks the last of the ashes headache now his dome is thrashin. another day of strugglin head hits the pillows eyes roll back and he crashes...

T.b.C.

1 comment:

  1. I like the ending of this poem. The whole thing makes me feel like i'm in a haze, if that makes any sense. lol. It feels as if you're kinda drifting through memories, past and present.

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