Early Death

White women in white cars white pills and white bars

All contributed to the destruction of my black pride

Its been raining all week you know

but I got the sunshine in my wallet on the low

Seen em on tv tryna crucify Obama

While I’m over here prayin my daughter look just like my mama

Oh my god is that a black broad

And I replied why yes

But I prefer calling her the first reliever of my stress

And like a damsel in distress

I rescued her without saving

My nephew livin poor can’t blame that nigga for not behaving

And being misguided

And always feeling slighted

By them privileged white kids

And every day Denise is getting older ya’ll

Pretty soon ima have more than enough weight on my shoulders dog

This is the autumn that my life change

Yahweh I promise im tryna do the right thang

But trying ain’t always good enough

Could call it quits but crying don’t really prove you tough

I remember you was the only one showin up

Showin love

And sho enough

Now you nowhere to be found

As if I’m the one that let you down

Sad to hear you get around

Not in the form of promiscuity

But promises that never came true to me

I realized why in high school I forever practiced truancy

Cause I thought I had a shield but I was emotionally translucent see

But it’s a steady process working towards long lasting progress

But I have the survivals skills of a bassa warrior

I can envision me now running screaming down the corridor

She going in to labor

Or my son calling up the coroner

My wife crying at the top of lungs but not even them tears can save her….

R.i.p. daddy

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